I started watching Grey’s Anatomy on Netflix, and I just finished watching the episode where Meredith Grey flat-lined and had a purgatory experience. I couldn’t help but raise my eyebrow at the whole thing. In case you haven’t figured it out yet, I tend to over analyze things, especially movies and TV shows. It drives my husband crazy! But, how could I not when they spent an entire episode focusing on the afterlife? I saw where the writers were going with it and all…trying to bring back meaningful characters to get Meredith to examine her own heart on her death experience. But, they brought them back because these people died on the surgery floor, and could never leave, even after dying. All I was thinking was that there had to have been more than 4 people who died on that floor since the start of the series. That place should’ve been crawling with ghosts. I shook myself of the analyzing to try and soak in the episode as a watcher of the show and not a critic. I was doing well, but then the blonde chick started bleeding out of the wound that she died from. The afterlife was depicted as something that was exactly what life was like before, minus the people they loved, and plus pain that never ended. If this is what life is like after death, then people should be afraid of dying, but I’m pretty sure the writers’ perspective was solely molded around getting viewers to gasp and hold their breath until Meredith’s heart started beating on its own again. Of course, I couldn’t even allow myself to feel that suspense. I was too focused on the fact that the show is about Meredith Grey-and they weren’t going to kill off the main character in the middle of the 3rd season-to even worry about her actually dying. Ugh…me and my over analyzing.
For the past few weeks, the pastor has been preaching on what happens to us when we die. He talked about Heaven, and he also spoke about the New Earth, where God will dwell among his people. What will it be like? What will we look like? What will we eat? What will we wear? What will we do? These are all questions that everyone has. Fortunately though, these questions have no reason to go unanswered. The bible has all of these answers. It’s so simple! All you have to do is go back to Genesis, and read up until the serpent even entered the picture. God created earth, and everything in it, for people. He created people so that He could hang out with us. That was perfected when God breathed life into humanity. Sin is what screwed everything up. When the battle of the end happens, and Jesus reigns victorious, we get to chill out, with God, on the earth renewed! It’s our beautiful creation, that God intended for us in the beginning, without sin, pain, tears, lies, broken limbs, paralysis, cancer, racism, sexism, prejudice, adultery…just Friends, Family, Food, Work without stress, Love, Warmth, Perfection.
Sometimes, terrible things happen. Sometimes, we lose loved ones. Sometimes, we are diagnosed with stage 3 ovarian cancer. Sometimes, our marriages fail. Sometimes, we have really crappy days or even a really crappy year. Then, there are times when our family laughs around the dinner table. There are times when we go on a 2nd or 3rd Honeymoon with our spouse. There are times when the biopsy is negative. There are times when the donor is a perfect match for your child’s transplant. For me, I can have a wonderful conversation with good friends and good food. We can sit around a table, playing cards, laughing while the kids are sleeping peacefully upstairs. I always hate that moment when it’s time to end the laughter and smiles. That moment when I have to kiss my husband goodbye in front of a couple hundred other sobbing strangers. On my nights when I miss him the most, when I’m crying the most, my assurance rests in the fact that it will be over with soon. In a few months, I will be reunited with my husband. When he does come home, there will be new good moments that will have to come to an end. There will be more tough times. There will be other crappy days, and possibly another crappy year. But, there will come a day when the laughter won’t have to end. The card game can go on and on. The sun won’t give blisters, and we’ll get to experience the life of perfection that was designed for us. How can we fear death for ourselves or others? Death, when you know Jesus, isn’t something to be afraid of. We shouldn’t root for death either, but it should be just okay. Turning 30 is okay. Turning 50 is okay. Turning 80 is okay. Turning into our perfect selves…it’s okay with me!
Activity #50: Homemade Lip Gloss
Another shout-out to Pinterest, great and powerful source of information for people in every stage of life –with colorful pictures! Because I’m a Younglife Leader, I have a lot of high school and college girlfriends. I am very attached to these girls, and want to give each one of them something for Christmas, but contrary to popular opinion, money does not grow from my deployed-wife leg-hairs. (Ew, she’s so nasty) So, I found this simple recipe for homemade lip gloss, using vaseline and kool-aid. Check it out!